Dear You,

Follow my blog with Bloglovin

Dear You,

unsplash.com

Even if I havent seen you, I feel that we are connected. Yeah it feels weird that I feel this way and it is wrong that I feel this way but I don't know. This is why I don't want to fall in-love because I lack common sense and intelligence but there is in you that everything is beautiful. I realized that it is wrong. There are a lot of things to do in my life especially in my career. I want to be happy but not happily in love I want to be happy in terms of having a career being contented in my life. There is in me that I want to be with you, But I have to find you so that we will have a happy ending. But wait i don't believe in happy ending and forever but you will be awesome to change that.

unsplash.com

unsplash.com

Everytime we talk I can say that the heaven conspire us to be happy that we are meant for each other. But that was a lie, you are happy with your significant other, and again I  failed. Im soo sad. I can say that we are not meant for each other. I think I have to find my happy ending without you. I know this is sad but I know I can handle this. I know you dont know what I feel because you are insensitive and again I say we havent seen each other.

I know you are happy with her, and I am happy too that we are still friends even if we are miles apart. I think the universe conspire us to be friends not lovers. I know that the universe conspire me to be happy with someone else and not with you but I have to find him first. I know you will be proud and happy for me one day. Maybe we will see each other when you are get married.

Happy and contented,

Shebang

Music Monday

Follow my blog with Bloglovin

Starting this Monday I will post some of my favorite song, which I call Music Monday  (based on my random thought,.. lol )

The first song that I"ll feature is Do or Die from my favorite band Thirty Seconds To Mars

Enjoy!! :)

Do or Die song is one of my favorite song of Thirty Seconds To Mars in their new album Love Lust Faith + Dreams. This is one of the songs that I always listen to my playlist. Though I love all the Mars song but this one really inspires me to dream.

The music video is one of the epic music video that I've ever seen because it is all about the us "Echelon" who loves the band soo much. The band dont treat the Echelons as fan,supporters, the band treats us a family and the Echelons treat each other as a family, that makes us different. The video and the songs teach us to follow our dreams no matter what and believe our songs no matter what...

Happy Monday Everyone :)

love,

shebang