November Feels

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Hello Blogging World!!

Hi its me, Its been a long time that I didnt write, writers block maybe? I am just busy in my schooling and I am having fun with it. Studying Education is not easy though mine is just a crash course there are many things to study and lots of things to do.

I just realize that being a teacher is not an easy job but very fulfilling one. There are a lot of things to consider when you teach. For me the important thing to be a teacher is you are the catalyst of change to your students. You have to be a role model in order for them to fulfill their dreams. The knowledge they acquire is important to be who they are in the future. 

Right now I feel what they called separation anxiety or sepanx for short. For the short period of time, I am together with the people who I am having fun with, yet I acquired knowledge. I dont know why I am very happy when I am with them but we have to separate ways because life is  temporary. 

and btw.. I miss my readers!! how are you!!? hope you will read my non sense thoughts...

Love,

 shebang

Dear You,

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Dear You,

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Even if I havent seen you, I feel that we are connected. Yeah it feels weird that I feel this way and it is wrong that I feel this way but I don't know. This is why I don't want to fall in-love because I lack common sense and intelligence but there is in you that everything is beautiful. I realized that it is wrong. There are a lot of things to do in my life especially in my career. I want to be happy but not happily in love I want to be happy in terms of having a career being contented in my life. There is in me that I want to be with you, But I have to find you so that we will have a happy ending. But wait i don't believe in happy ending and forever but you will be awesome to change that.

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Everytime we talk I can say that the heaven conspire us to be happy that we are meant for each other. But that was a lie, you are happy with your significant other, and again I  failed. Im soo sad. I can say that we are not meant for each other. I think I have to find my happy ending without you. I know this is sad but I know I can handle this. I know you dont know what I feel because you are insensitive and again I say we havent seen each other.

I know you are happy with her, and I am happy too that we are still friends even if we are miles apart. I think the universe conspire us to be friends not lovers. I know that the universe conspire me to be happy with someone else and not with you but I have to find him first. I know you will be proud and happy for me one day. Maybe we will see each other when you are get married.

Happy and contented,

Shebang

Is this the End I feel?

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September will come to an end ( insert wake me up where september end song). Its now fall season which means that Christmas Season is near. Everyone is excited but not me. I feel that sadness is over me. I noticed that every morning  I wake up, I woke up with heavy heart, I dont know why.. There is something missing but I dont know what is it. 

Yeah, I am starting over again, but I am not broken hearted. I am starting again in terms of starting a new career. I  hope that this is it that I am waiting and longing for. I hope it is true that hardwork pays off, because I am working my ass off for this, and I hope that the universe will favor what I am doing. 

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I am not pressured for finding this new career, because I enjoyed every minute of it even though it is soo hard but I am learning, I like it. I am pressured to the people around me because they have a big expectations on me, they said: you should do this and you should do that. I am having a hard with it. but I have to this because  I know it is for my own good. I have to deal with it.


They said everthing happens for a reason, I hope I will answer my doubts and everthing in the future. 

Love, 

Shebang

A Late Bloomer's Thoughts

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Do you want to do new things that you are afraid to do it because you know you cant? Do you want to do something that is out of the box? You want to know something but you are afraid that it will hurt you? 

 I'm on my early twenties I realized that I haven't go far in terms of  my career, Im still finding doing things what I love and what I want to do. I just realized that I am a late bloomer and it makes me what I am. Still I'm in the first chapter in a book that still thinking what the story of my book will be. It would be a adventure genre, love genre or action genre. But I prefer a adventure genre because my life is soo boring  that I don't even  have a social or a love life. 

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• People same as my age, that throw their own callings, I can suppose that they know what they want to get along in their lifetime because it really depicted in their faces that they recognize what they doing and they are excelling in what they are serving.  To be honest, I'm jealous at them because as early as their age they are successful unlike me always staring at the ceiling while lying in bed, wandering what I want to do. 

Now, I realized something and I want to risk it, I want to try it. Life is all about risking something in order for you to know that what you are doing is right and risks what you want to do is a big challenge. I think this risk will be in the first chapter of my so called book.

love,

shebang

Another Random Post

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Hello my lovely readers,, ( if I have one ) its been a long time that I write another blog posts. Well I am busy these past few weeks, but I always find time to write another blog posts. Its been a long time to post my recent photos, because most of my photos are taken few months ago.

Recently, I feel in love with maxi skirts, because I am always fond wearing jeans wherever I go, When I tried to wear the skirt, I fell in love. The maxi skirt is very comfy and I feel very girly everytime I walk, I soo love this.. Another favorite of mine the crop top same with the skirt it is very comfortable to wear. Being comfortable in what I wearing is one of my priority, I dont care If I dont look nice , what important for me is being comfortable in what I wearing,, 

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Love,

Shebang

Significant Other's Indifference

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 Being in love and being loved is the best feeling in the world. We want to be loved. We want to cherish the time to be with our significant other. We can share our thoughts, our craziness, the love and among others to the love of our life. To those who find their other half well you are soo blessed because you find that person and that person finds you that loves you whatever and whoever you are. It is hard to find the the love of your life nowadays.

Everyone of us wants to find their significant other, but it is not easy. We have different personalities and flaws that will define us who and what we are. Finding our dream guy or girl is not easy as we think. We have our own standards in finding the other half that will kinda change our whole life.

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The physical standard is the top on my list. I mean most of us are easily attracted to those people that are beautiful and handsome. We try our best to look presentable to others. We want that our other half  that are attractive. But looks is just looks it will fade away. Personality is the most important at all. Another one is the personality. For me personality and values are very important because that makes who you are. We are not perfect, that is the plot twist. Not all personalities well blend, it really needs an acceptance to each other so that you will know that you like each other.

There are a lot of things to consider when you will find your significant other. The important thing is you will love each other whatever odds that will be. You understand each other that is very important. You will accept each other faults, imperfections, the past. How will you decide your future if you don't know your significant other's past? Take your relationship very seriously because it is not easy to be played, to be hurt and taken for granted. We don't want to get hurt, that is why we will think many times who will our significant other's will be. When you are in a relationship you have to brace yourself that not every-time is a happy-time there will be times that you will argue and have a misunderstandings, but it just normal it will test you if you are compatible with your significant other and how you will handle yourself in times like this. Don't forget, make the Lord to be the center of your relationship, because all is possible with Lord.

love,

shebang

Beddinginn

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 Cotton White Swan on Swan Lake Print Purple 4 Piece Bedding Sets/Duvet Cover Sets 

We want to sleep or to relax in a beautiful setting in our home which is our bedroom. To be honest I spend my time in my bedroom most of the time than in any other parts of our home. My bedroom is my temple, it is my home in our home. I love to beautify my bedroom to the bed sheets, to the pillowcases, to the wall decors and to the curtains. I want everything to be beautiful in my room.

So i was so excited when I saw this site BeddingInn because all the things that I want for my bedroom is all here. BeddingInn one of the leading suppliers of bedding sets and home decor in China. They keep abreast with the latest trends in fashion, offering fashionable bedding sets, blankets, bathrobe, towel, kitchen gadgets of good quality at the most reasonable price for each guest in the world. There are a lot of  varieties to choose from, they have it. They offer worldwide shipping and it is very convenient for you wherever you are in the world.

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So the following are my picks from their store. Enjoy :)

Unique Wedding 3D Big Red Rose Printed Black 4Pcs Bedding Set

Coral Fleece Milch Cow Print 4 Piece Bedding Sets/Duvet Cover Sets

Noble Bright Fuchsia 4-Piece Silk Duvet Cover Sets

Classical Black Color 4-Piece Duvet Cover Sets

Elegant Red Calla Lily Print 4-Piece Cotton Duvet Cover Sets

Hot Sell Classic Purple Series With White Flowers 4 Pieces Bedding Sets


My picks for wall decorations.. they are soo chic..

Hot Selling Pure 3D Beautiful Butterflies 12-piece Wall Stickers
Beautiful Butterflies on Magnolia Film Art Wall Prints
New Arrival Gorgeous Eiffel Tower Wall Stickers
Amazing Adorable Tulip Film Art Wall Prints
Splendid Beautiful Flowers Film Art Wall Prints
 European Style Retro Roman Numerals Design Wall Clock


These are my top picks for pillow cases.. Enjoy :)

Marilyn Monroe Linen Decorative Pillowcase 

l Beautiful Classy Blue Peony Flowers Print Rectangular Throw Pillowcase

Mysterious Wolf with Shiny Eyes Print Pillow Case

Amazing White Flower with Border Print 3D Couple Pillowcases

Personalized Cupid's Arrow Print Pink Full Cotton 2 Pieces Bed Pillowcases

Enjoy :)

Love,
Shebang..

Lazy Day Out

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While browsing my pictures months ago, I saw these pictures. These were the days that Im not that busy and yet thinking a lot of things. Im not that happy at that time because I was still confused and dont know what to do. I am just waiting for the perfect timing and now still waiting but I am now working for it. Those lazy days was very awful because I was unproductive and confused. They say good things come to those who wait.

These pictures are not ootd post, the outfit is just my laidback, lazy and normal outfit. Nothing special. Im not the kind of person that will spend too much on clothes. My clothes are just gifts and bought in the department stores because of the price. Maybe i will spend money in gadgets because I love gadgets, i have my wishlists. Maybe I will posts my ootd post if I have some time and will sort out my closet..

Love,

shebang

Hello, There

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August will come to an end. I noticed that this month Im so busy, but not busy as a bee. Procrastination is one of my problem, I want to change it. I have many things to do because being in the graduate school is not easy. Reporting's and doing some assignments are so many, I think that multitasking is not my thing. I have to change my habit, because these are not healthy to me. In the graduate school you have to know everything and this is not my thing. I have a big adjustment to make, but I know I can do it.

What I like in my new environment is that I have a lot of things to know. New colleagues, new habits, new learning's and everything, this is I want to do. A breath of new fresh air to me. I realized that I have many things to do and to learn. Though I am exhausted and pressured still I am happy.

I miss blogging, I miss the blogging world. I miss to write blog entries because I am tired writing reaction papers and writing reaction papers are not my thing. I am comfortable in writing blog entry because there are no restrictions and you are free to write anything and there are no right and wrong in writing blog entries, unlike in writing reaction papers and finalizing your reports. Writer's block is my problem, I think my brain is still adjusting to the new environment and I hope I can think things that are out of the box. 

I will do my best to keep in touch with you guys because blogging is my new love, my new boyfriend. I have to do my best to write everything so that my readers have something to read. It is a big thing for me.

Love,

shebang

First and Last

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Being a fashion Blogger is one of my dream, one of the reasons why messyhair and everywhere was born. I love to pose and I am a trying hard model. I dont know why I have this fascination to be a fashion blogger.

This is my first time to post this ootd post and it is my first time to flaunt my face. Well, Im having second thoughts on posting my pictures because Im not that comfortable and most of my post are very personal maybe you will not read my post if you see my face, HAHAHA but, I have to do this. I have to take risk. Firsts are always nerve wracking, but I have to try. 

These pictures took last February, the pictures are kinda old. Im at the wedding of my childhood friend. Soo I was forced to wear dress. Im not kinda comfortable in wearing dress, because I am a T-shirt and a pajama girl. Its kinda awkward for me to walk around wearing dress, but I managed to wear it properly.

wearing:

dress and shoes: bought at department store
bag: bought at Australia

et voila 

nervous, 

shebang

DIY ( on Fashion)

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On my last post ( see here ) I posted some photos of my wedding ideas, yeahh i posted it very advanced (well its just my plan to post my wedding plans, I hope it will come true ). On my next post I  will show you my favorite DIY ( Do It Yourself ) fashion in Pinterest.

These DIY will give us some ideas to make fashion more creative and affordable. It doesnt mean that you can afford to buy new clothes that you cant do some DIY ideas.  Doing some DIY projects will save money, makes us more resourceful, more creative, and having some fun.!! The more artistic you are the more ideas you can do. In Pinterest there are unlimited if ideas that you can found there

These are the my favorite DIY Fashion Projects found in Pinterest!!

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love.,


shebang

Life According to Instagram Pictures II

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Lately, my Instagram post is all about The World Cup. All the statistics, the memes, pictures of my favorite teams and players. I dont know why I just get hooked of the World Cup fever. I post some World Cup pictures because i noticed that all of my post is my selfie photos and I want something unique to post. 

When I share some photos about World Cup, I share my thoughts and feelings towards the match. All my observations, the way how the teams play. my sympathy to the players when they lost the match and my happiness that I watched a match despite of the timezone difference.

The World Cup has ended, Germany won the Cup. It will written in the history that they won the World Cup, not only once, not twice or thrice but four times.What a great achievement!! I miss all the World Cup news that I always see in my Facebook, Instagram and Twitter account. The trash talks, the commentaries, and among others. See you in the next World Cup in Russia in the year 2018. I wish I could watch it live...

love,


shebang